June 12th, 2005
goodbye
i'm leaving tabulas... permanently.
in the middle of thinking last month ago... i just realized that i don't use tabulas that much...
then talking with kaith made me remember... she IS dead afterall... no need to advertise that she's dead because she IS gone... she's not coming back for me... she won't tell me what to do... she won't tell me to control myself... she won't tell me that i need to control my anger... she won't hit me when i angst too much... she won't bug me anymore to call her... she won't tell me to leave a note... she won't bug me to update anymore... she won't do anything because she's nothing...
like what i posted when i first came here... this was supposed to be a 'therapy' for me... since my therapist is dead... i don't have to do this anymore... anyway... this is just a bunch of passing memories and useless quizzes and surveys...
goodbye.