Tainted Souls

- And that is why I relish darkness
No one has given me light
What they give me is darkness
It's what I have -

Yesterday in the retreat house, we were supposed to give people candles for thanking, for saying sorry and for caring about a person. Very wonderful sight to see people being lightened up by light in the midsts of darkness. Beautiful... Of course I was aware of the people around me... I wasn't distracted by any one giving me light. I sat in the darkness and relished it. Sure 4 people came to me out of 47 people... but they only relized this toward the ending part of the session, when everybody was already at their seats (we were supposedly sitting on the floor)... Camille... thank you for being my rant mate... though I still think that something is wrong with my eyes, I just hope it's the lighting... I hope you won't look like a zombie again... scary... donesn't suit you... You look better with the living rather than with the dead...

Am sorry if you expected more from this but I really wanted to let all my bad emotion come out... At least my prediction was right... No one will bother with us if we don't seek out first...

I have pride too you know.

OOHH!!! NEW LAYOUT BY CAMILLE!!! LUV KAMIYA!!! *huggle* TVfXQ!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!!

care?
...
...

No...
Nobody cares...
We are alone like they say...

Or maybe some people aren't...

But I do know that I am alone...

...

I am alone.

Gone...

Lost...

forever in a world...

or is it really a world?

Is darkness nothingness?

I guess not.





Well then,



I am lost.



Care to find me?

it was... fun... at least i didn't get harassed by ate mic...

am still stupid though...

everybody is fussing about my hair... i have bangs dammit!!! I HATE bangs!!! (they look good though)

I'll place the pics... (one way or the other...) Wish me luck!