Tainted Souls

Falling
Drowning
What's the difference?
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Angels
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hOw DeEp?
HoW dEeP iS oBlIvIoN?
mInE aNd YoUrS?
.
.
.
I do not know
.

But...

My Oblivion is never ending

Forever falling,
Drowning

Deep
D
E
E
P
dOwN

And I keep on falling

Can You Hear Me?

Screaming
Shouting

Crying?

The Echoes of the Mind is never heard

Never



Can You hear me?

Hear Us?

Nobody
Knows
Hears
Sees
Feels

How deep one's oblivion is

Because around Me
Around Us,

We're the only ones who fall

Yesterday, I just sat down at the longest and most USELESS mass in my whole entire lifetime! For TWO HOURS AND 30 FRIKKIN MINUTES (am not lying nor joking). I sat, stood and practically evaporated myself away... Literally. (you don't need to know how literal)...

Imagine... sitting down in a church... two hours and a half... wherein you could have sat down in your fav chair and read fanfics and scanned neopets... Could YOU last for two hours inside a church with the bishop droning on? I don't fucking think so. And thus, I take back what I said about being too nice for my own good. Am also too evil for my own good. Not to mention how the world is against me in every sort of possible and impossible way... pathetic world...

Btw, psycho called to make sure I was still alive (don't worry, you have my Will and Testament draft) and breathing (unfortunately yea). Thought I'm gonna mutilate myself and let her win the bet... HA!

Anyway, psycho thought of a theory as to why I talk to loudly to myself. Says that I'm afraid of being alone... (yea right and explain as to why I kill everyody withing attacking and shooting range? *raises eyebrow*) Thinking that someone will listen and understand... also the reason why I never leave Pum (my hotdog pillow) alone. I'm too attatched to it... (of course am attatched! Me never weave Pwum vewy much *mwah* like right now. Am hugging pillow. *nuzzle*Tho she's going crazy thinking that if we animate Pum, it'll be my lover...

Dang! Too bad she's just calling... I would've punched her again...
Damn!

At least she owes me P500.


The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	High
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test

Your Heart is Black


What Color is Your Heart?
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You are most likely to be the Vampire
Incubus!

The Incubus is the greatest example of all that is
monstrous about vampirism. Seemingly having no
regrets, it thrives on and thoroughly enjoys
the act of killing, the partaking of blood, the
stealing of life; and along the same lines, the
incubus loves to display the might of its
vampire powers, mostly focusing on the ones
that have the darkest of natures. It usually
chooses to physically appear as twisted as the
desires within, but also can choose to mask
itself with the deceptive vampire charm and
appear beautiful. Because of its utter embrace
of the darkness, the incubus can easily be a
most powerful vampire.

Dominant personality trait: Evil

Dominant color: Black

Fictional Vampire Examples: Dracula ('Dracula
2000'), Nosferatu ('Nosferatu')

Curious to see how you would fare as a creature of
the night? Come this way...


Vampire Classification Quiz (w/ Pics)
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You're Element is Night. You're a loner who is very
creative but never show your work to anyone.
You may smile a little but sadness or
loneliness surround you and other can feel it
when they're near you. You have a dark or
unusual beauty that makes you mysterious and
you probably have a lot of secrets that you've
never told anyone. You're beauty is intriging
and unorthidox but the real thing that makes
you special is your eyes. Something in them
makes them like "Diamonds in the
Rough"


What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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Your Cloak is Black. The Darkness has consumed
you.






What Color is your Vampire Cloak?
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Air - You are intellegent, brilliant, informative,
creative, and avoid commitment. You have a
desire for freedom, are open and friendly, and
possess a quick grasp and nimble verbal
ability. You are unique and often thought of as
odd.


Which Element are you??
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yes you are depressed, u have too many things to
handle in one time, and u need some help, u
have a very difficult time getting over
soemthing, and when you do get over it,
something new comes along to destroy your peace
again.


Are u depressed?
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Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Very High
Schizoid:	Very High
Schizotypal:	Very High
Antisocial:	High
Borderline:	Moderate
Histrionic:	Low
Narcissistic:	High
Avoidant:	Moderate
Dependent:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

You're a Slash writer!


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Let's see... where do we start... oh yea. Last night, I went to the 'premier' night of Troy in Megamall. This is what I think about it...
(I am very critical here... am a critic afterall)

The movie name Troy should be renamed to Achilles (did I spell it right?). It actually centers more on Achilles than on any other character. After all, Achilles was the main person in the first few minutes of the movie and the last person to die... But you have to admit... he does have a nice butt... and a body to swoon for... too bad they cut it to that point of his body... *swoon* *dead faint*

*wakes up* Moving along... Did you know that Orlando Bloom's favorite weapon is a bow and arrow? He played more or less like Legolas in Troy. And even though he has practice with a sword in Pirates, he looked pretty pathetic in the movie when he was weilding one. Speaking of pretty, no pun intended but they should look for a more... gorgeus girl to play Helen. Diane Kruger (the one who portrayed Helen) did not cut it. Orlando Bloom is still prettier.

Hmm... the story is still not on the track of the original story. I won't spoil what happened, don't worry. But still... the producers and writers added their own twist of a love story... what's a movie without romance after all?

Bloody, Romantic, and with the 'they all died in the end' ending... What more could you ask?


Fine... maybe if the camera showed a bit more of Brad Pitt's oh-so-faintable-body...


All in all... If you want to see a new version of the Trojan War and if you want to drool all over yourself on Brad Pitt... Watch it.

am i here?


of course i am


but do you see me?


i doubt that


if you do not see,
you do not understand



do you understand me?



this is my destruction...


myself

-

take my all
my soul
and forever let me rest in peace

i have gone a long way
and i am not here to stay
leave me alone and never bother me again

i am tired and my heart is heavy
my mind is clouded and dreary
all control is lost on me

leave me here to wait upon my final hour
when all is gone and well
leave me to my darkest desires
and wait until the end

-

As you can see... or hear, I have installed a background music... No, it's not depressing or haunting as it should be... Anyway, it's a song from Shinhwa (tad bit too obvious for people who know me...) but Minwoo and HyeSung are the only ones singing here. The title is 'The Days'.
Am so sorry if you can't understand it but am a kpop fan as you know... so for you people, here are the lyrics (the first one is the romanization and the second one is the translation):
Credit = Sabby ~NBK~ (rom.), Goro-chan (trans.) and Aheeyah with the lyrics.

04. The Days (Minwoo & Hyesung)
romanization by: Sabby ~NBK~

Ooh~ oh yeh

Hayan chodnunun gunyoga johahajyo
ije sulphun nunman namajiman
gurohge na jogumirado gunyowa dalmgo shiphjyo
oh i say gunyorul saranghedo
hajiman nan gunyoui nune gamchwojin nunmul boajyo
guge uri majimagijyo

It's my story of the days
uril gioghajyo
marobshi tonan gudel chajaso
igoril igoril hemeinunde
Gudedo hayangyoul gioghandamyon
nachorom himi dundamyon ijhyojin gioge
we gonna stay be there forever you and me

Gunyowa hamke nul gotongiri ijyo ije gunyonun objiman onjenganun
igire kuthe gunyo soissulkabwa
hangsang igire soijyo

Gu onjenga gunyonune nunmurul dakajuji mothejyo
modu modu ne jalmoshijyo

It's my story of the days
uril gioghajyo
marobshi tonan gudel chajaso
igoril igoril hemeinunde
Gudedo hayangyoul gioghandamyon
nachorom himi dundamyon ijhyojin gioge
we gonna stay be there forever you and me

Mianhedo gudeui aphumul molladon na
jongmal babo gathun nayojyo
(Gude ulge han narul)
ijen algo ijyo na mollehullidon nunmul

Gudeui nunsoge oh~

It's my story of the days (story)
uril gioghajyo (gioghajyo)
marobshi tonan gudel chajaso
igoril igoril hemeinunde

Gudedo hayangyoul gioghandamyon
nachorom himi dundamyon ijhyojin gioge (gioge)
we gonna stay be there forever you and me

04. The Days (Song sung by HyeSung & MinWoo)

Woo~ oh~ye

I liked her in the first white snow
But lately I've seen a sadness in my eyes
And I kind of want her to look that way too
Oh I say I love her
But she closed her eyes so that I couldn't see her tears
And that was how we ended it

Now I can't wipe the tears from her eyes
It was all my mistake, mine

*CHORUS*
It's my story of the days,
Memories of us
I'm looking for those things that have left me
Just like that, just like that we broke up
If you remember the white winter too
If you feel the same pain I do
It's in the memories that I just can't seem to get out of my mind
We gonna stay be there forever you and me

I'm walking this long road with her
Lately she hasn't been mine
But I'll try to win her back before she reaches the finish line
But this road just keep getting longer

It's my story of the days,
Memories of us
I'm looking for those things that have left me
Just like that, just like that we broke up
If you remember the white winter too
If you feel the same pain I do
It's in the memories that I just can't seem to get out of my mind
We gonna stay be there forever you and me

I'm sorry that I didn't know you were in pain
I was such a fool
(You cried over me)
Now I know that about those tears you shed for me
In your eyes oh~

It's my story of the days,
Memories of us
I'm looking for those things that have left me
Just like that, just like that we broke up
If you remember the white winter too
If you feel the same pain I do
It's in the memories that I just can't seem to get out of my mind
We gonna stay be there forever you and me